…things took and unexpected turn this week. I’m single again, and miss being with someone. And sometimes I can see how people can be afraid of commitment, othertimes, fear of commitment is a no-show. Anyway we broke up cause i felt she was about to break up with me anyway(but wasnt), and that i felt all i was doing was holding her back. I miss her SOOOOO much though, and im not willing to let go. Will probably cause me more pain, but ill suck it up. If i could turn back time, i wouldnt want to fix anything else in my life accept this relationship, take back breaking up, and learn how to shape up for her. But i guess moving on is the better answer. I just dont know what to do. Standing at an unmarked crossroad, with no knowledge of left, right, or straight, confused, and lost forever. Im not really sure i have a chance with her anymore, but im gonna fight till i die to get her back

hope your lives are doing better